Dear diary,
I was back home on the bus, and the teenage girl beside me was dozing off. she kept landing on my shoulder. thump, thump, jolt. it was quite a comical sight. but i felt quite awkward. made us look like lesbians! so she lay there for like a minute, i called her and shook her but she wouldn't awake. oh my... creepy. but later she ran off the bus, maybe wrong bus stop huh. so that made me remember of the time when i spent sec 4 on this guy's shoulders every morning! i remember i was on the back of the old bus with jodie on my left. on my right's some guy that i never talked to. and i slept real hard and always woke up on his shoulder. it wasn't a pretty sight, believe me. he was at least 2 years younger! to the ah boy, im sorry if i traumatised you. i aint no paedophile! hahahhaa
Tomorrow's the first day of two things new. Looking forward to it! i just realised that im a super last-minute-chiong person. id not care about the matter for a few weeks, then panic the few days right before it. i better do a good job this time round! no mistakes, its important!
Btw, i'm really broke now. so many people owe me money, i really have no idea how much i lent. i should issue ious. or perhaps not bring so much money. i bring less than a hundred each time only though! and speaking of money, i really like to go out. most of the time spent's usually sitting down, eating and chatting. so if anyone wants to go out with me, lets do budget, and you must be prepared to go on food fests, cos thats just me!
Singapore has seen many new malls especially in the town area recently. ive visited all of them ;), but somehow, they just feel like duplicates. like, nothing special! and orchard road's getting so freaking crowded. actually, everywhere's getting crowded. you're like breathing down people's necks, ew! so the best time is 11am or 3-4pm weekdays right?
i've had my fair share of international school kids these few days/weeks. i've also realised how the discipline system differs so much relative to singapore public schools. in international schools, you can dye your hair, wear even pumps, paint your nails, modify your uniform until you deem fit. in singapore schools, you can't even do that. most rules say that skirts must be at the knee cap. i can't really agree on which side's better. i just believe that one's too liberal while the other's too extreme. getting called to the yellow line and being 'acquainted' with the discipline masters in my 4 years in chung cheng, i feel that i actually look quite 'guai'. dms will seriously have a difficult time catching all the pupils for the simplest offences in international schools!
So i've been hanging a lot with bern recently. and seriously, its fun talking to a younger, much more innocent person. yet her views are so liberal, and her life's so much more interesting. i get to learn alot from her, apart from makeup tips and boring school bitch gossip. i need to mix with people who give me positive energy, exuberance and simply, fun.
Time is ticking, i've no more time. i need 240 hours a day. and anyway, ive been getting lots of mind tricks. maybe my mind's too active, or maybe people just want to play with me. im really not in the mood for games, please...
Okay, im resolved to lead a healthy and proper lifestyle. no more 'living in sweden'. aja aja fighting! (okay that sounded like act cutesy)
